the fuss

hmmm, what to do?
i'm wiser than before,
that i know.
but what to do?

where do you spend your time and effort?
and you can hope that whatever situation you're investing in is ... not has, but is worth your good while.
or you can just let go.
but chances are you're going to consider all the risks.
then you're going to regret.

play safe?
i don't know.
i rather not in a way,
but i'll keep in the back of my mind, indefinitey.

blah blah blah

* i sang for real today. and it was so intense and new for me. what an experience. I have so many vocal techninques that i've learned that i have fully realized i dont know what is my own voice. I have trained for so many years to adapt to certain styles. but to be able to openly express myself as in art has been quite the experience.

* work is always fun. a little 3 year old asked me if i missed my mom with sincerity and it was the sweetest thing ever. i love watching them grow or how they act or react to things that have been said and done. you only get to see such things at that age, and i enjoy those little tweaks and kicks that these toddlers have.

less than 2 weeks until my ma comes home. let's party.