the reason.

yenno how every year we ask ourselves at the beginning of the season as to why are we here? why are we still committed to doing what we're still doing since eight grade? why do we need this in our life? etc.

i just got an email from nina and it stated,

Hi All,

Just wanted to share a compliment given by Dr. Greg Kennedy of Corpus Chirsti College in an email he sent me:

"You and your choral brethren absolutely ravished me at the installation. I hadn't realized how famished I was for beauty until I heard you singing."

Let's keep up the wonderful work!

* this is why.

gotta keep singing because we make people feel like this and that.
to me that's the best feeling i have ever gotten from singing.



that is why i am still in the game.

helloooooooooo

helloooooooooooo honeyyyymooon

i wouldn't trade it for anything right now.
i know it can be difficult as hell.
but at the end of the day,
i still think it's worth it.
as frustrated as i get when i see this, i forget all about it.
and that strikes me.

i'm spun up over it, no matter when where and what.
i could care less.
it has got me going in circles.
but again it's worth it. i hope.

not quite sure why. but my gut won't let it go?
so i think it's worth it
no matter how bad it gets.
i'm still in it. and
i'm content.
even if i don't feel or seem it.
there is something that makes me adore this more than i thought i could even feel for myself.
thanks