i wouldn't trade it for anything right now.
i know it can be difficult as hell.
but at the end of the day,
i still think it's worth it.
as frustrated as i get when i see this, i forget all about it.
and that strikes me.

i'm spun up over it, no matter when where and what.
i could care less.
it has got me going in circles.
but again it's worth it. i hope.

not quite sure why. but my gut won't let it go?
so i think it's worth it
no matter how bad it gets.
i'm still in it. and
i'm content.
even if i don't feel or seem it.
there is something that makes me adore this more than i thought i could even feel for myself.
thanks